Up Early

Brad worked this weekend so again I’ve been unable to spend any significant amount of time with him. We did get together for a few hours last night. I met him at his house at 7:00. We took a walk around his neighborhood and then over to Baskin Robbins for ice cream. I had peanut butter and chocolate ice cream with carmel sauce. So bad but so good. No weight loss this weekend, I’m sure. Brad had pralines and cream ice cream. We sat and ate our ice cream and then walked back to his house. We then sat on the porch and just talked. However, there was more silence then talk. My butt was in pain from sitting on bricks for so long so we went inside and sat on the couch. After awhile Brad said he was going to bed. I asked if he wanted me to stay over and he said, “No, not really.” So I left.

I may never understand men.

Why am I up so early on a Sunday morning blogging you might ask? For the second night in a row I haven’t slept well and I was up early. There are lots of thoughts and feelings floating through my mind and I can’t figure them out. I guess that’s what kept me from sleeping. I may post again later today. We’ll see.

A BIG Thank You to YOU for the iTunes codes for free songs. You know who you are. That was very nice of you! Keep drinking Pepsi for me!

Will and Grace

Sorry I didn’t write more last night. I was in a bad mood and didn’t feel like writing much. I didn’t sleep too well last night. I woke up this morning at 5:30 am and couldn’t go back to sleep. So I got up and started doing things. I did laundry, ran the diswasher, ate breakfast, took a shower, and made a list of things to buy at Target. Target opened at 8:00 so I was there when they opened. I got all the stuff I was looking for and I happened to see Will and Grace Season Two on DVD. So I got it. I already have Season One and love it. I know many gay men don’t think it’s the best representation of gay life but I think it’s funny as hell. Of course the real stars of the show are Jack and Karen. Unfortunately, Jack does represent many of the gay stereotypes that America recognizes. The best part is that we can laugh at them with the rest of America. And Karen is the best fag hag one could have. All gay men would love to have her as a hag. I love it when she’s Anastasia Beaverhousen! The DVD is full of themed featurettes. They include montages of some of the funniest clips and sayings. I’ve watched two of the 4 discs today. The featurettes are sometimes funnier then an entire episode. No matter. I would love to see an expanded storyline where Will gets a boyfriend. I don’t think his current boyfriend, Vince (Bobby Cannavale), is a good match for Will. Vince sounds and acts dumb. Will needs someone smart, funny, intellectual. Just my opinion. Sounds like I’m a little obsessed but no, I just enjoy a show I can get into. I still love the series and hope it’s around for a while. I’ll probably get the other seasons on DVD when they are released.

I also went to Borders Books this morning. They are having a special educators weekend. Educators get 25% off any books they buy. So I got a few books and some CD’s. I got HTML 4 for Dummies and Blogging. I got Harry Connick, Jr.’s Only You Only You and Norah Jones’ Feels Like Home Feels Like Home. Click on the iTunes links to take you right to the albums on iTunes. Both are good CD’s I think. And the books will help me work on my web pages and make them more interesting. I already fixed the way the archives look and react. I’ve hated they way the archives links display since I started this blog but haven’t learned how to change them. Now I have.

Brad and I are getting together this evening. Hopefully for longer then we did last night. I’ll write about that (and other things) tomorrow, I’m sure.

Another Day

I was very pleased to hear today that Howard Dean endorsed John Kerry. Dean said he would encourage his supporters to back Kerry. I think this is a good development. We need unity and the more endorsements that Kerry can get from the former Presidential candidates, the more it will show that the party is together. They sounded very positive about their working together to get Bush out of office. They pledged to combine forces to oust Bush. ABCNews.com had a decent article about their rally today.

Nothing new to report about work. Same ole, same ole. However, the weather was beautiful today. It truly felt like a spring day. It started out early with some showers but by 9:00 AM the sun was out in full force drying up everything that had gotten wet during the night. I was actually able to do some of my daily walking outside. I didn’t walk as far as I would have liked but I still felt good about the milage I did walk. And I was able to soak up some of the wonderful sunshine. I’m tempted to wear shorts to work tomorrow. It’s supposed to be 75 degrees by the afternoon. I would actually do it but I’m afraid that my white legs may scare people away. I’ve toyed with the notion of going to a tanning salon this year so that I don’t look so white. Maybe during spring break I’ll check into it.

I’m missing Brad this week. He’s been busy every night this week and we haven’t been able to get together. We e-mail and talk on the phone but it’s not the same as actually being in his presence, touching him, hearing his voice as I watch his lips move. We’re getting together tomorrow night so I should get over this missing feeling as soon as I see him and am able to hold him. My friend Michael and I went to Panera Bread for dinner on Sunday night and I had one of their root beers to drink. The caps of the Jones Sodas (the kind they sell at Panera) have little messages. When I opened mine and read the cap, it said, “You and your partner will be happy in your life together.” Good feelings. I can’t wait to see Brad tomorrow night.

Separation of Church and State

The Supreme Court heard the case today about whether the words ‚Äòunder god’ should be part of the Pledge of Allegiance recited by public school students each day. According to an article on CNN.com, the court sounded skeptical about the pledge being an endorsement of religion or a prayer. A decision should be handed down in June.

Despite the court case and the details behind the lawsuit itself, I must weigh in with my opinion. I am an educator who happens to be agnostic. I am not an atheist. I do have strong feelings about any form of religion being in the educational setting. It is my opinion that the words ‚Äòunder god’ should NOT be part of the pledge. I realize that reciting the pledge is optional and doesn’t promote any one religion, but having the word god in the pledge alone suggests that religion plays a large part of our country when in fact our country was createdin part to provide religious freedom. We should not be reminded every day that so much of our country is run by religious zealots. Every day when I recite the pledge with my students, I skip those words. I’m more then happy to chant the other words in the pledge. I feel strongly about our country but I don’t feel that religion should be part of public education. I also have strong feelings about religion but my ideas and opinions about religion will be saved for a later post.

I get offended rather easily when subtle religious icons are promoted within public schools. For example, during the winter holidays (Christmas for those of you who celebrate Christmas) a fellow teacher of mine displayed a white star with twinkle lights on it outside her classroom. Without actually saying it, this was obviously a reference to the star the wise men supposedly followed to find jesus. Every time I walked by her room I was offended and thought about how mad I was that she was displaying this star. I asked her why she put it there and she said it was just a decoration, that it looked like a snowflake and it didn’t mean anything. Saying that, she could get away with it. I didn’t put up a big stink but I did tell her what I thought it meant. She wasn’t too pleased to hear that.

Each month we have a birthday breakfast to celebrate the birthdays during that month. Well, at our last one the theme was Mardi Gras. I was offended because Mardi Gras has it’s religious background. This is supposedly the last day before lent, the day you can go crazy before giving up something for your religion. Obviously this is a religious type holiday. I was offended when I saw all the decorations. Then I was outraged when one of the hosts announced to the faculty that whoever found the baby jesus in their piece of cake won a prize! I couldn’t believe it! How could she be that blunt. Besides the fact that I’m agnostic, there were several jewish people there. Surely they felt weird when she announced there was a baby jesus in our cake! After the breakfast I went to her separately and told her about being offended and she apologized profusely. Of course she just assumed that everyone was of the same religious persuasion. I just couldn’t believe it. This is 2004. You can not assume everyone believes the same way you do.

The religious right has already had their effect on our schools. I cringe every morning when we have our ‘moment of silence.’ What is that? If you need time to pray to whatever god you worship, do it at home, on your own time. Don’t bring that to school. We can use that time for more productive activities. I respect that moment of silence but I do not stand there with my head bowed or anything like that. I go about my business without making a sound. It pisses me off that I have to do that in the first place.

I believe in the separation of church and state. It’s simple. If you have anything to do with government or state business, keep your religion at home or your place of worship. There is no need to bring it to the work place.